An ode to a dead man.(poem)

*Had this one saved in draft´s. You can´t put a date to death, so now we had a call from the girl that was staying with him. Only been in the house for just over 24 hours and now heading back to the south of Spain, directly to the hospital. What a fucking new year*

Screw by you

and only you

I don´t like you.




You´re too demanding,

we´re understading.

Screw by you,

and only you.


Why motherfucker? why?


Been over two month´s already,

And the hole family is unsteady.

You are creating tensions,

And I believe I´m the suspensions.


I know how to deal with tragedy,

It´s been a constant reality

in my fucked up gravity.


I stand strong, but that´s because she´s my mother

and I tremble at the though of her having something other.

She´s not in the best of health,

don´t make her feel more un-health.


I´m pissed off at you,

only you,

I don´t like you.




Rest in peace uncle,

you had quite a run,

and you didn´t brake no anckle….


Up until now, as like every marathon there is a finish line.

So now we reached the time line.

Now is time for us to cope, no hope, still the paperwork,funeral arrangements,not focusing on my writing and blogging for a while, and the will to cope too.

Rest in peace.

 Stay Frosty gents and gentesses


  1. Take a deep breath and continue to live and be strong for your mom. I quite understand your sentiments concerning the passing of your uncle. It is sad for your mom, but it is also freedom for all who have been held hostage by the choices your uncle made. I had a brother whom died after having throat cancer. He was penniless and though he was a veteran he would not take the responsibiltiy to get additional life insurance; so all the siblings came together to
    make sure he had a descent burial, I love and miss him desperately. May your uncle R.I.P. amd may your mother be comforted by the angels of mercy.

    1. Sorry to hear about your brother and thank you Shanu, but the bastard is still alive! Don´t know how. Not even the doctors know how. He entered pretty much in a comma, that´s why I got called and the woman who was taking care of him told me he was dying, when I asked her point blank.

      We still don´t know how long he´s going to last, not even the doctors, but he is still alive, how? Nobody has an idea. It´s amazing the human body, that or some miracle. But it´s still a pain in the ass, it jus prolongs the suffering. To tell you the truth when I got the phone call, I was glad. I though not only of my mother, but also for him, he´s suffering was over. But seems his body doesn´t wan´t to go yet or God doesn´t want him one of the two.

    1. The bastard is still alive! I got the call from the woman who was taking care of him and told me we was sort of in a comma and the doctors didn´t believe he would die.8 hours later I get there and he´s alive, how? nobody has a clue. Still a pain in the ass. Hope he passes away soon to tell you the truth, less suffering not only for my mother but for him too.
      He know´s it´s just a matter of time, so he´s quite depressed. Anyways, life.

      Read ya when I can.

      1. Thank you som much for taking your time to write. Stay strong ( stupid of me to say that, because I guess ypu are one of the strongest persons that exist) .So have a cup of coffe and just hang on. Ok?

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