That would be in some strange of high, alcohol mixed with… who knows maybe ethanol.
I have cause quite a lot of pain to the people around me, and I try not to be that me.
I have been sober for 4 weeks, but,
I find myself depressed, I don’t want to talk to people they aggravate me , I’m just being lazy,
and this shit is crazy.
Saying it in a public forum one commentator said I had guts.
No guts in this one if you find about other things I have actually contributed to society.
Who would have thought that I will find myself in this kind of knot, they did tell me
that sobriety will take some time to….really get hold of myself.
Just a fight each day, but I have not drinked, the joints I smoke I will admit,
even when I buy them joints from the idiots, or I’ m the idiot better said, they bore
me this guys. Not the gals though.
Is difficult and I better get my ass out of the couch and start doing.
To be like this
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses/
CRAZY LIFE 
Yes you are brave for admitting your problem. Keep going – one day at a time. You’ll get there in the end if you really want to.
I do want to, trust me on that, but is hard as hell. But I have made the commitment to myself, and yes I might smoke some weed but in my mind is certainly not as bad as the other thing.
And thank you for the comment
There’s an interview I did on my website some time back with a lovely chap, Beem Weeks, who in the past fought his own battle with alcoholism and won. You may find it helpful? http://www.stevie-turner-author.co.uk/understanding-alcoholism
What I have just read is a reflection of me.
I did start drinking at 12 years old and is whas not like I drank two beers, I was the one who drank the whole case of beers.
About being generic, my family has been quite the drinkers, but I have to take responsibility for me and I can not accuse anybody but me.
It was an interesting, at the same painful read. Pain comes when reality hits you, so again thank you.
Thank you Stevie.
Good luck to you.
Yes, I have to make my good luck.
Stay Frosty gent
Keep at it, my friend. No nobody is perfect, but it takes guts to want to change!
Hey there Amanda, long time no write to you. I even missed you if you can believe it. Anyways, take care of you and specially your family, I do still keep looking around in your blog even if I don’ t comment so……booo! be aware.
Take care gentess.
Apreciate the comment.
Heeeeey! You’ve been spying on me, have you? *quickly throws some clothes on*
It’s been awhile, hasn’t it? I was offline for a good few months…but I’m back now. I’m a good blogger now… not a slacker! 😜
What did you think? Ofcourse I was spying on you, had to read your crazy ways of writing about life that puts a smile on me, hold on…. can you please take your clothes off?
So, you are not a blogger slaker, that’s good, getting back to what’s REALLY important, how are you dressed now?…. Kidding,
Looooove ya Amanda, take care.
Good for you. I follow this blog, she’s been writing about her journey to stay off the booze. She’s doing well: https://onebottleoneglass.wordpress.com/
She wrote a guest post on my page: ‘How to stay sober for 100 days’. Keep going, you’ve made it through 4 week and that’s good going.
Thank you, appreciate the comment. I will check the link out later on.
Just remember the desire to drink will always pass. Time will go on and one day you will look back and wonder when you last felt like a drink
Hopefully
I promise!
Love ya, even if you’re a man. Appreciate your comment.
Haha, thanks. I’m very much a woman!
Now I can see
Damn, I just realised the name of your blog that is a single mum….by bad. I will have to read you later on
Charles, you can do it!
Thank you mam, I’m trying as hard as I can
If you have come this far, just keep thinking positively. God will give you the strength to overcome if you ask. Sometimes it requires starting over and over again. Just don’t give up
And I do belive in HIM, actually I have a poster of HIM on my room, probably scared some girl off though. But HE is quite a great part of my little me.
Hang tightly to him. Happy
Hugs to you, Charly. I’m also trying to overcome an addiction and it sucks. Daily life is a bore without my addiction to prop me up xx so I can totally empathize
Thank you Vonita, hope you can overcome your struggle
*check emails* she says
Says who?!!!!….hummmm
Says vonita
Then is fine
❤️️
Is that a heart?…. you are hearting me!!
I know that you need help in this. Don’t be afraid to take it to Hod in prayer.
I do pray, but I keep on falling
I know the feeling. Sometimes it seems as though God isn’t listening, but He is working in you. He created you for a purpose in this world. It may be that your situation will help someone else in the future. It may be that He’s toughening you up for an even greater problem. We can’t try to figure him out, but we can depend on the fact that He loves us and wants what’s best for us The fact that you want to change is the first step. Many times we have to take that first step over and over again, but at some point, if we continue to try, we won’t fall. God will catch you and help you through it. Keep on trusting in that.
I apreciate the comment
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