fucking alcohol


That is the face of disgrace,
hold on……

That is a good fucking face
and the head is not so much of a disgrace.
I don´t even know now if what my mother was telling me is true or not,
but the fucking alcohol just makes center in? ME. Only me only me,
pisses me off. But I did took that decision to be a drunk, so I own it.
Hopefully I can get out of this one, and to tell you the truth writing
is my saviour. I write, and yes I drink, but I don´t think about anything
else. Which it is quite selfish on my part. I´m that smart.
So the mother she says tomorrow to hospital, and I´m just thinking about alcohol.
Not normal. Also, I´m with a whore. I don´t say that disrespectly each person
to his or her own, I also decided myself to be with this one. I own it.
Funny thing for me is that yesterday while talking on the phone she is actually
fucking a guy. Gives me something to write, this shit is not normal.
And why? Because of the fucking alcohol. If I was sober I wouldn´t give
two thoughts with this bitch or another….you know brother.
I do know. Since when I was sober I couldn´t hear this idiot talking,
just can´t, but drunk…. let her fuck the other guys here there and think
I´m not aware. Not kidding, it is her job but does pisses me off that she
plays me like I don´t know. I do know. And again the alcohol talking and
thinking.
I could work more on this writing passion I have.

Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.

5 comments

  1. Well Charly, We are going to pray for you to find the peace you need so alcohol is not the center of your thoughts. You are an excellent writer for sure, and we are sure that is not your only saving grace.

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