Probably why I didn´t feel to even get out of bed, like a bitch I am.
Thinking about me….Jesus, what has happened to me? I wasn´t like that before.
My mother had cáncer less than a year ago, and now back to the hospital
for..I don´t know. I´ll see tomorrow since it´s when I´m able to see her.
There is no buses to that hospital, I don´t have money for a taxi, I don´t
have a charger for my phone so I constantly have to borrow one or just turn it
off so I don´t burn the battery.Again, talking about me.
This is not looking good for her, I should have gone to see her weeks ago and
didn´t. Now is all regrets. I did talk to her today and the first thing she said
was that if I was going to go to see her to be “presentable”,forget that she
is in really bad shape and not to say she´s maybe dying. She is thinking of me,
and to not embarass her since this is a five star hospital. Strong women?
You don´t know what strong is until you meet my mother. And then my father,
with all he has in his plate….fuck.
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CRAZY LIFE 
Moms are the best.praying for ur moms speedy recovery.god bless!!
Thank you
Take care, Charly. All the best to you and your mom.
Thanks a lot for the read and the comment
Stay cool.
We shall
I am so sorry Charly.
Thank you, just getting the strenght to see her tomorrow.
Take mom’s advice and get to the hospital! I’m here hoping you receive good news from the doctors!!
Tomorrow morning I got a ride finally. And what kind of son would I be if I wasn´t there for her in maybe her last days? I couldn´t forgive myself. I´m used to be the one almost dying in different situations and never feeling sorry for me, I also (army days) would not care, it was my job, this is not a job. I cry like a bitch, so I better get myself together tomorrow and make her laugh.
Apreciate the comment GP
You’re the man, Priest!
I better believe it
I was just re-reading the post, maybe you were talking about when mother said to me ” only come if you are presentable”, those were the actual words. No drinking, cut the bullshit Charly this is serious mater, very serious. Just a 11.23 a.m thought to someone I really don´t know. Go figure this, better keep it together until tomorrow.
Sorry for writing you again, I know you not are a Priest, but in my mind I feel better and curiously is not for being lonely, people came today and I throw them out. Easier for me to write it not talk it. Me and me again….
As the Americans say, see you on the flip side (who knows)
You come talk any time you like, Priest.
6 days in the hospital with mom now and much longer to come so not much time for internet.
Take care GP
Understood.
Wishing your mum a speedy recovery Charly. You take care and she knows you love her very much.
Thank you… Yellow cat
I am sorry your mother is in hospital again. I am thinking of both of you, take care.
Writing from the hospital, 6 days and I just saw I had internet here. But not much time to get on it, more important things to think about.
Appreciate the comment.
😃
My heart goes out to you, Charly. ❤
Thank you Anna, writing from the hospital now, been here 6 days and probably stay much longer, not much time for internet.
I hope your mothers okay, my thoughts are with her and you, take care🙏
Writing from the hospital now, been here a week, not much time for internet. Apreciate your comment.