Warriour mind

A word, warrior, pops in my head and write it in public,
kind of sick. Forget the army times, just pops up.
Since a young age consciounly I did train my mind but also unconsciounly,
I smoke a lot, when I don´t have cigarettes I literally stare at the pack of cigarettes
with no cigarettes in them, just stare at that shit and I get to the point,
it does not bother me. Same in the military years, same in everything.
Warriour mind…. what the fuck was that title, guess it was me not drinking.
Ladies, I do blinking.