I couldn´t be a spy

Every familly has the fucked up relative, in this case seems it´s me.
Did very good at certain things and then screwed myself.
I´m still wondering if a certain relative is a spy,
and I´m not going off cliff here. With all I heard as a kid in passing by,
the guy is a bit scary, so no wonder I was exposed to certain weird situations
to say the least, again, I am not going off the cliff, I am a dummy but
holy shit with this familly. Quite interesting, not me, them.
And you can´t reach them. Try, just don´t work. At this point I think….
think…. I got to get to sleep, maybe it is sleep deprevation talking…..
Anyways, ways, have a great day.