I feel like I want to go to sleep and never wake up
Let life pass and never wake up, not even after I die
That is not a lie
However….
I just left the bed
with the sheets all spread
woke up to writing
I guess this is my thing
no drinking
wich is hard thing
that is the reason of my ups and downs
lets get the downs off
call in the me tough
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.
I just want to say thank you, I have no idea why people read my crazy things. So I’ll be off the grid for at least two weeks,
staying inside of a detox center, they don’t let you have phones in so I doubt there are computers. After those two weeks I might stay a month there, not really sure of that, but is time to “do or die” I’m 35 and my body is clicking to nothing good.
So thank you all of you, and specially those who have followed, and actually gave me tips on this or that of my dumb writing.
The title was kind of catchy, but at the end is really
thank you all, but sooner or latter I’ll be back to snoop and
get in your back!!! And you shall be getting of smack, waaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.
10th of November
Is what I have to remember
Entering inpatient clinic
For the alcoholic chronic
So…. You guys and gals have to suffer from
my writing in my form, then I’ll be off grid
so don’t get to depressed tha you won’t be able to read
my crazy mind and take some speed.
Ironically is the same day of the birthday of a girl
I met in wordpress, and she blocked me out!!!!….
Damn you evil woman I’m starting to shout,
it happens, she’s and intelligent, beautiful girl,
and she doesn’t understand my struggles, but you
still gotta love her, she speaks more to my mother,
wich she calls her second mother, she speaks almost
every day and that makes me happy since it makes my
mother happy. I know, you meet her in wordpress and
talk to her by phone, and it has been 5 years now that
I know this girl, she has no curl but she is great
person, she came to my parents house and she finally
sees me in person, she probably though “He is so hot!!”,
but she forgot that I’m absolutely not perfect, so that
was a downer for her.
Poor of my mother, she probably wished she had a child
that turned up like her, sorry mom, you got stuck with
this crazy band. Although I do know my mother, who else
in the world would still love me? Nobody except….
There goes the mom, in front of her addiction….yep,
chocolate, if it wasn’t for her, and it wasn’t always like
that, she actually stopped talking to me for years because
of my fuck ups, but that was the past. Ain’t my mother
a beauty, although I’m more sexy everything has to be said.
Judgement day, if this shit doesn’t make me stop drinking,
apart that I haven’t taken a drink for a week now, I can
finally get my act together and go to….London!
Freaking limes… winking at you
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.
Early in the morning
Rising to bells ring
I got this situation
With rehab as my king
Gonna do today
And today is long day
Going to the south of Madrid
Eat a dick… sorry, just came out
Point being!!!! I got an interview with
This woman and she will determen my future
Or I will determine my future because I want to change it
And if you are a drunk that you spit
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.
Slowly but surely
The reality is sinking in
I’m going to enter into a new world
Inpatient rehab hospital
Because I’m a drunk criminal
I still got to get hold
Of the person to I will be behold
She sounded nice by phone
A soothing motherly tone
She convinced me to take this new step
And make a 180 degrees change in my life
Hopefully after that experience I can really strive
When?
They still got to tell me exactly the day
It might be today
It might be a week from today
But the reality is really sinking in
Kind of scary to see the world not drunk
No other option if I don’t want to keep being a stinking skunk
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.
sweet Caroline
you are mine…….
shit, that is my mother i had the wrong picture
i’m just that kind of strange creature
so here we go
tomorrow
to the detox center
fuck it i hate that retard-ter
for me
for her
for everybody
so i don’t feel like a lost soul of somebody
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.
I just invented a word the drunksmen
since I just cut my hand
with a whiskey glass
but i gave it a pass…
I bought you a rose
and you hit me in the nose
then i bang in the door
and you said to go snore
You tell me to put the beer down the sink
but I have more in the trunk
So fucky you I’m drunk!!!
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.
You ask me why I write this song,
when I’m smoking my bong….
you are weird
and then something appeared,
it was not the angels
it was the strangers,
they lift me up
and saw I was handcuffed in a weird not,
Fuck you I’m drunk Fuck you I’m drunk!!!!!
I will not rest until I get in bed with a beautiful and nasty skunk.
Chhers boys.
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.
A life changing moment,
sobering up
and emptying the last dark cup,
goodby he says to the flow of evil liquid
and goodby he says to the people around him,
people that don’t help in his next step in life,
he knows is a long and very difficult ride
but one that he can not hide.
Goodby to evil liquid and people.
Next chapter we’ll see how it goes,
it has its cons and pros,
but this is his next war.
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.
That would be in some strange of high, alcohol mixed with… who knows maybe ethanol.
I have cause quite a lot of pain to the people around me, and I try not to be that me.
I have been sober for 4 weeks, but,
I find myself depressed, I don’t want to talk to people they aggravate me , I’m just being lazy,
and this shit is crazy.
Saying it in a public forum one commentator said I had guts.
No guts in this one if you find about other things I have actually contributed to society.
Who would have thought that I will find myself in this kind of knot, they did tell me
that sobriety will take some time to….really get hold of myself.
Just a fight each day, but I have not drinked, the joints I smoke I will admit,
even when I buy them joints from the idiots, or I’ m the idiot better said, they bore
me this guys. Not the gals though.
Is difficult and I better get my ass out of the couch and start doing.
To be like this
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses/
CRAZY LIFE 
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