Saw my ex-grifriend the Local Police that is, I did have a part in 15 of those dismiss,
corruption I would call it and obviously prove it, they just send them who knows weare for the to do
the same care. I allready went into much detail about this people.
Now I rant… I just pontificate at 3 a and m spanish time,
crazy bitch ex-girfriend (her job is to be a whore,so what did I expect?)
I can literattily hear her snores from the room…15 meters away from mine.
With the cool Brazilian guy that moved in the house.I´m paying the bills?
I can care less about the bitch, but I won´t pay for her or Brazill cool, bills.
Seems in this house nobody hears or wathches….lets keep on the game.
1.37 am in Spain,can´t sleep againg and I refuse to take the sleeping pills.
That is weakness for my head…. although I managed to get cigarettes.
This is what I´m watching since I know you care, and do a scare!
Probably got to go to “you the tuve” since they want their vidos kept there(some of them).
If not I´ll write me crazy poetry, fuck… the cigarrete felt.
This one sounds like my seargent, i did hit a Liutenant, and it was a woman.
The Seargent kept me from jail and more importang gave me the chance to serve under him.
Badly of her job, she was sending us. Hit it!
I did put myself inesane situation,
fucking brazilian, my cool inmate….
he is pretty good at the bullshit at the end of the day he knows me,
my family… I did send him a note
that if he threatens my father and mother I will kill him.
Apart that the familly has their personal protection. But he does
`pisses me off. And I will react specially with these psychopath. Just to keep
the story short, if the guy sleeps like a baby after saying and doing,killing..
just fine lets go to sleep is the most normal thing
Yet I can react, not writing bullshit, I already done it with people worst than him.
That is the face of an angel,
fragile at the same time once in a while dazzle.
Here is the short version of my incursion tension.
Mother is ill, I´m the caretaker pretty much all day.
It does wear on you, it sounds selfish I know. Day in day out,
take care of the house, dog,supermarket,trash,helping her walk,
making sure she takes the medicines, e.t.c.
Today I went to the supermarket, the lady says to me to go to isle number one cashier,
then she calls me back to her, call me back I want her to do a smack,
a person has already entered that same cashier, so I jump in front of this
Russian or whatever this dude is, from the Eastern countries that we have plenty
of those people in Spain. He tells me what the fuck I´m cutting for in line,
I explain that the cashier had told me…I snap, this is a big big ass dude,
I don´t care at that moment for the crude, got on his face(basically his chest
is where my face was looking up) for the others lookers disgrace and unload
on him my epitaph, from idiot to….Z, he backs down, I get the food on the basket
walk back home and feel great. I just dumped my adrenaline that had been build up.
It has always been like that, what?!!
I´m always very calm, but when the switch turns
there are burns.
Fuck me, this was cathartic to write it in public, might as well also write how I shit too.
Stay Frosty gents and gentesses and go buy my freaking book, it´s about to cook.
Shit, that was a weird face I made
it was a mate,
I saw this girl,
…………I won´t put up her picture, shit already, the ” add media” does not respond,
Now it does…
but as writer listener-singer,
i tried to masturbate,
with no effect yet,
she sold me that picturesting,
didn´t work, it is my ending….
I already diid much work pretending.