I´m going crazy

I look so normal,
that is a betrayal,
no rhyming,
but the are days,

fucking days
I can´t sleep
tomorrow i have to eat

you shits think is bullshiting munnylly
let me in to your surbuan familly

punks, be in war and come to a shit hole of 130$ month
I´m cold, the good news is that the wáter on my bottle is,
coolder than putting it in the…..refigetore

it is 4 a.m, cant sleep, i want to see the fucking muslim marrocans,
and at least beat the shit out of one, before the whole group comes to his hand,
i did serve and deployed 2 times, and now i live in spain wich is my country,
but overwhelmed in my yes it is mine, county, fuck the fucking marrocan muslims,
even the spanish people are afraid of this fuck heads, truth, ask the mother of one kid that i asked her to have a sight on me as i was crossing the road, she was scared of this muslim maraoccans and took her two Young kids into the vehcle, after i did fight with two of them,only two?
Thank goodness, I´m back to my pent house and now after spending time with spanish people,
we did go after the fucking pieces of shit muslim muslim hibrahim uncording, yes sirs fuck the women, you have to go to the kitchen, you hear!!!!

I´m a terrible MAN.

bitches you end up in ditches, yep,,,,,,,,,, i´m calling for……. fuck i´m drunk. but i probably wake up tomorrow or not wake up since it is 4.30 a.m and have to do shit at 6 a.,,,m.go figure this one out, so my point…..fuck you, and you and the other jew, just a racist i am. so suck my, scam

Stay Frosty gents and gentesses,


my hk rifle or sandy as i called it

That is me like a renegade,
muzzle flash here and there,
that is the HK G 36 with an optic of 2 by five,
crazy right?
Depends of the unit, money, the rest to have a real optic scope
I want to say hope….
I don´t want to cope
Here goes my last crazy writing shit
I have tomorrow and sleep
Plus…4 fucking posts in one day? You crazy

out of here, read you later you innovator

Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.

vietnam veterans-sad

There is a video but too long,take a look at it if you wish.
43 minutes bellow after my statement.

I as a former combat infantry guy can relate to some things of these
people, some things. Bottom line is that mentally they are fucked up.
Obviously not all the people who served in that war.

I even had the mindset of killing me crossed my mind. Also crossed my mind later to go and live like a hermit.

Luckly for me there was one person that I could not let down, but I did,
and it was not all those girls I have been with, not saying that as a
badge of honour, but true.

Point being, I could not kill myself or go into hermit life in the woods and disappear because of why who? Mother.
She is the ¨MAN¨.

It is just sad with these guys.

Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.

INfantry soldier, army

i was in the infantry
i fucked a girl so quickly
i am a hero
what a zero
i am a human
with God default
so i say is not my fault
tired of seeing in the american channels
all those great soldiers who have been in combat
out of the blue we are human
and my humans are or were a bunch on crazy nuts
that put out their nuts
also ¨ normal¨ they were just one or two animal

Stay Frosty gents and gentesses.

one man army


I’m or was… Rambo, people tell me that I don’t look like me in that picure,
fuck you all, no wonder now I’m 35, I was just a 19 year old in that pic,
handome, I had hair back then, and was build like a brick wall, now I’m
brick wall falling.

So here is my point, I have a strange mental condition, when everything
seems to be fine I fuck up, I actually get mad when I cook and something falls
or is not the right recipe, or stupid shit like that, I go nuts.

The psychologist told me to stop or remembering my time in the army and deployed,
wich fuck her, I want to remember that guy that is now in the sky.
All those three were under my command (won’t say much about how we worked
since it can last like a theses.)

I told the sergeant not to go to the same route that we went in, he, said…..yallow yallow
fucking idiot. So I told these men what the sergeant told me to do, nobody was happy obviously,
and you notice as the air sucked out of your longs, the ringing of the ears, so there I am semi conscious,
trying to work what the fuck I have to do, so got 3 of them out of the VAMTAC wich is basically
the Spanish version of the US army HUmvee, except we had no armored.

And then the firefight started, so I got three guys out in the middle, couldn’t help the other one,
so those three guys fucked up I had to make a radio call for others to assist me. They did.

So here are two things, one that in the civilian life you call them “friends”, really?
have you ever been in fucked up situation and see the so call “friend” stand still or run
off away? I didn’t even like these 4 guys under my command, but hence comes something
different wich is true, “brotherhood”, it’ s our job to accomplish whatever mission that they
tell us and in order to do so you have, you have to depend on the guys around you

Fuck it

Stay Frosty gents and gentesses